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The pain of moving on. [07 Jun 2005|12:33am]
I'm really depressed right now. My mom is getting married soon and we're moving. I mean, that I great and all, but I'm going to be moving away from soem of the closest people to me. Bob, Shane, Alex, Dan, and a lot of other people. These kids have been my friends for a good six years. I just aches me. I won't be moving far, but I'll miss just being able to come out of my house, go across the street, or even right next to my house, and knock for friend. I feel I'll grow distant from these friends of mine. I don't want to start over. These are the greatest people I have ever met. I'm happy for my mom and I appreciate all this I am getting, but I'll just miss living here. These kids are like my family. I'm sure, I'll still be hanging out with them, though. I'll just have to get a ride down.
And on top of all that, I have my father. I haven't seen him in two years and all the sudden he pulls up beside me in his car. He didn't even recognize me. I've grown a lot, I guess. I could help but have mercy on him. I felt so weak. I was holding back my tears, as well. I guess I'm just traumatized from not having a father around me they way I'd want him to. I'm going to give him another chance, though. I'm going to see if I can really trust him.

Until things progress, I'll have to be taking my leave.
<3 Nick.
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Just another normal day. [23 May 2005|02:35am]
I did not do much yesterday. I was playing Silent Hill 2 with my friends, Bob, Alyssa, and Shane. I beat it last night and I want to play Silent Hill 3, now. Shane has it, but he does not feel like looking for it. I hope he eventually gives it to me. I am in the mood to play it really badly. We, eventually, went outside and hung ou6t with Dan. We had fun. You know... Just hanging out.

For today:
I have a Science test I have to take. I was supposed to take it Friday, but I stayed home. Then I have to take a History test Wednesday, which I had to take Froday, aslo. I will not be in school, though. My class is going on a trip somewhere. So, I guess I will have to make it up Thursday. Damn. At least both test, I can use my notes. have to get done. If I do not hav them, I'll fail. Most of my stress, right now, is from school. I do not know whether I am going to pass or not. Meh. I am sure I will pass. Well, that is all for today.

"Obstacles are here for you to overcome- to get stronger. You must never doubt yourself of anything that is laid before you."

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Silence held in occupation. [30 Apr 2005|05:58pm]
I stayed in all day on the computer. It was a muggy day out. Made me feel tired. That is all.

<3 Nick
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The colors bled sympathy. [30 Apr 2005|01:34am]
Tonight was pretty much fun. I wasgoing to hang out with Alec today, but I could not find him. So,I met up with Bob, Alex, Shane, and Alyssa. It ended up with Shane going along with Jesse and some of his friends, but that's alright. We eventually met up with Brittany, Bob's girlfriend, and headed up to Burger King, ate, and drove back. We went in the back of this chocolate factory and found this dumpster filled with caramel popcorn. It was all packaged, of course. We just decided to have a popcorn fight. Haha. It was fun as shit. And then we headed back to Bob's place to play Uno. We were bored. And that was pretty much my day. Days like this make me glad.

<3 Nick
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Fuck you, gaylord. [28 Apr 2005|10:09pm]
Wow. I have not made an entry in so long. My life has been much milder. No drama. I'm quite happy, right now. I found a new group of friends, though I still like the ones I have... Thank you, Alec, Dan, Rj. I'm happy you've accepted me... Well. I do not have much to talk about, so I'm just going to head out.

<3 Nick
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[04 Apr 2005|08:42pm]
I am uncomfortable right now. I'm still trying to find out who I really am.
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Statistics like yours. [03 Apr 2005|08:38pm]
Well, I didn't really do anything today. I bought some jeans... both have problems. I have to take this one pait back because they are too big at the bottom... but the other pair just needs a new button. I'll get them later. I'm allowed out, now. That's good. I have nothing to really talk about so I'm leaving this short.

<3 Nick
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